Episode
6: The Bulge and I
August. No sign of the Navy. Greg’s
proof-read the nationalism book, made lots of helpful suggestions. The first
chapter’s much better, now. He likes the conclusion. But if I’m really that
edgy about it, get Mark Rutherford’s opinion. We zip the files and email the
lot to Mark, though as he's nominally on holiday in the wilds of Scotland, it
could be weeks and weeks before—
Two days later. He emails back, great
approval, several small suggestions for the final chapter. I incorporate them.
Greg proofs it and approves. Zip and email back to Mark. Get the nod. Dunno
what effect this is having on his marriage, is Norma Rutherford absolutely
ropeable or is she preserving her usual cool? Now, print it out, Rosie. Go ON!
Get it over with! I print it out and Greg parcels it up it with his own fair
hands and hires Graham Howell’s hire car—actually it's the one he drives
himself, but he does hire it out to those in the know, like not the ruddy retirees
or wanking weekenders—and drives it into Portsmouth and posts it.
Gee, Othello’s occupation’s gone, I feel
really peculiar. Well, the hellish wind isn’t helping, at first we thought it
was the bulge demanding to be born but now we’ve realised it isn’t. Euan’s
still here, more uxorious then ever, Katie’s emanating terrific approval. It’ll
take one phone call from his agent or a producer, folks… Never mind,
they’re company for Velda.
… Still August. Still no John. The bulge
still in place. I’ve laid off cheese entirely, the wind was getting to
ridiculous proportions. Very restless, going for lots of walks, mainly along
the beach, the hill road up to the village is getting a bit much.
I’m really fed up. Where is he? We
take to watching the bloody News breathlessly, night and day, have the radio on
most of the time, is the blasted Navy gonna send Dauntless to the Middle
East, is that it? Velda’s no help, she’s relying on us for news, junior
lieutenants get even less chance to contact their rellies from somewhere at sea
than captains do. Don’t they ever call in at port, Velda? Not all that much,
she says sadly. She’s not too happy, the reason she knew the right doc to take
me to in Portsmouth was she’s three months gone—make that four, looking at the
calendar—and she’s getting swamping nausea at odd times. Not chucking up as
much as I did, so that’s a plus, but it’s really inconvenient if you’re halfway
to the superette and you feel so foul you have to sit down on the grass verge.
Guess what the doc says? It’s normal, it’ll pass, try not to do too much…
Imelda turns up. Hello! How are
we? Looking sideways at the bulge in awe. Raptures over Jamaica in the front
garden, she didn’t realise we had all this ace stuff! Raptures over the
nursery. The teddy bear has got a squint, all right; an awful urge to name him
Squinty Bear comes over me. I fight it down… Raptures over Euan, blast, that’s
stroked his pathetic ego nicely, just when we thought it was at normal human
level, the villagers now being so used to him they don’t even bother to look
up. She’s brought a great big hamper of stuff for us from Mrs Singh and reports
that Mum says it might be better if I came back to the flat. Yeah, only the
flat entails the wanking lift with the open grille-work, and we’re on the fifth
floor and so far I haven’t worked up the guts to face it. Give it a few more
days, huh? Mrs Singh rings up to make sure she’s arrived safely and to bend my
ear on the subject of coming home. Doris Winslow rings up to bend my ear even
more severely: she’s right on the second floor and she is a former nursing
sister, I know! Yeah, of seventy-four. Still sprightly, I grant you. Even dear
Miss Hammersley, who never criticises anybody or tells anybody what to do,
rings to say how am I, and wouldn’t it be nicer to be near my own doctor at
this time? Yeah, it would, especially if my own husband happened to be in the
same country. (No, I don’t say it, she'd feel I was letting the side down.)
Since Imelda’s here we better make a slight
gesture in the direction of making an effort. Well, tonight’s a bit late for an
effort, we’ll just have frozen pizzas. She think that’s ace, anyway. Tomorrow
we’ll have a big Jamaican lunch, promise.
Tomorrow’s rolled round, like death and
taxes, right, and we have to have that big Jamaican lunch, you betcha. The
contents of Mrs Singh’s hamper are duly inspected, Greg’s cries of “What’s Mum
sent this for?” getting so annoying that he’s sent out to help Jack in
the back garden. What are they doing out there, it looks like an allotment! she
discerns brilliantly, having nipped out to make sure he went.
“Yeah. Never mind, it’s keeping Jack happy
and giving Greg a bit of healthy exercise. Not to mention Euan.” –Lèse
majesté: she goes into half-horrified, half-delighted giggles. “Can you
find that Fortnum’s hamper of Rupy’s, Imelda? Think there might be some small
tins or jars hitherto overlooked.” She does and disinters everything else the
rich grocer sent, what’s left of it… Yikes. What on earth can we do with this
lot?
We’re still looking at it as Euan and Katie
come in. “Rijstafel,” he suggests brilliantly.
“Huh?”
He explains. It’s very exotic! –Exotic?
Shit, ya can’t escape fake Indonesian and fake Thai food back home, and I don’t
think the bulge will like anything with chilli in it. Oh, it doesn’t have to be
hot? Imelda warns him about the pickles, just to be on the safe side. He thanks
her nicely and she goes into a stifled giggling fit. Still, she can cook rice
beautifully. Oh, why not? East Indies instead of West, it’ll be a change.
… Boy, it’s a mixture, all right. Rollmops
from the rich grocer, they are delicious but is pickled herring with dill gonna
make the wind worse, scrumptious banana curry, not too hot, whipped up by
Imelda from that giant bunch of bananas that came with the jackfruit. (Oh, do
they grow like that, dear? How odd.) The things were never gonna ripen in this
climate, so why not? Assorted little jars and tins from Fortnum’s, is that more
caviar? What the Hell, might as well. Plus and Mrs Singh’s delicious meat
curry. Sliced tomatoes, why? Oh, Euan thought we ought to have something fresh.
Imelda’s made a yoghurt and mint dressing for them but didn’t put it on in case
“people”, sideways look at him, might not like it. You have to admit he is sweet,
he immediately puts a huge amount on his helping of tomatoes. The mint didn’t
come from that dug-over nightmare out the back, no: it’s the dried stuff she
bought in Portsmouth last time she was down here. Tim’s joined us so she warns
everybody that dogs can’t eat anything with onion in it, it’s poison to them.—I’m
bloody glad that sunk in, folks.—And look out for the veggie curry, Jack, it’s
hot! (One of her Mum’s, right.) What’s this, Imelda? I croak. Grilled aubergine
what? Oh, come out of tin a from Fortnum’s, right, I’ll try some.—Rup-ee!
she cries in immense scorn. Those are dolmades, everyone knows those! Don’t
think he does, he’s looking bewildered, and gingerly takes one.
But eventually we’re all sorted out and
munching. It’s all extra. And very exotic, yes, Velda! Feeling all right? Very
hungry, she reports, grinning. That’s good.
And the sun shines, the pineapple juice
flows, the rum and pineapple flows in the direction of some, Euan nips inside
and returns with a wonderful concoction in a huge glass jug: where on earth—
Oh, be a wedding present. Freshly squeezed limes, soda water, sugar, drop of
pink, sprinkle of mint, ice-blocks. Yum! Very thirst-quenching! He's
terrifically chuffed, and settles down beaming on, guess what, the new sunlounger
that I broke down and bought in Portsmouth. Well, heck, we didn’t have nearly
enough Jamaican-style seats for this crowd! It’s next to the other sunlounger
that I bought: Velda’s on that, preggy status, and Katie’s in a hammock,
beaming, and of course Rupy’s in the other hammock. Jack and Greg are sitting
in the white cane armchairs, they’ve pulled them up to the white cane table and
are thus handily near to the main dishes. Imelda’s sitting happily on one of
the straw mats. So is Tim.
Of course since it’s a special lunch we
have to wear the right gear. Velda thinks it’s terrific, she’s really
got into the swing of it: as soon as Duncan gets back she’s gonna have a
Jamaican party on her lawn! She’s wearing a very exotic piece of
material as a sarong, a souvenir Duncan picked up somewhere in the East,
unquote. She doesn’t know what it is, exactly, but she thought it’d be just the
thing! –Batik, you can buy them for practically nothing in most of Indonesia,
and for an inflated tourist rip-off sum in Bali: my cousin Wendalyn and Shane
(her first, biological father of Sickening Little Taylor) came home from their
honeymoon laden with the things. And as a matter of fact it is technically a
sarong. Maroon, grey and black with gold bits, Duncan’s got taste. Above it
she’s wearing her bikini top, she’s a slim person so the effect is nice if not
spectacular. The top’s pale blue and doesn’t actually go with the sarong, but
never mind. And she bought a big bunch of artificial flowers last time she was
is Portsmouth, really cheap ones, and she’s made a lei from them, she’s wearing
that round her neck, and one big bright yellow flower behind her ear.
Imelda almost outshines her, she’s wearing
one of Rupy’s sarongs, very bright orange flowers, huge, on very bright puce,
with the occasional very bright lime green leaf here and there. The bikini top
is one of my Fifties ones from the show, it fits her quite well. Pink and white
checked gingham with a little frill of broderie Anglaise. Underwired, of
course. She’s wearing the huge sun-hat Rupy got for Greg, brightened up with
three of my scarves, sort of interwoven: a bright blue one, a striped one in
shocking-pink and white, and an emerald silk one. Plus and a flower donated by
Velda. Bright purple. Katie’s two sets of gold bangles adorn one wrist: the
veins on Euan’s forehead actually bulged when he copped a gander at Katie
cheerfully stripping them off and handing them to the kid, but of course he
couldn’t scream “Stop that, they’re real gold!” because of his Big Fat Lie
earlier. Serve him right, the clot. The other wrist sports a nasty plait of
grimy mixed wools interspersed with little Rasta beads, they’re into that at
her school. Plus and the anklet to match. She thinks she’s Christmas.
Rupy’s very exotic in my tropical sarong
with the splashy blue, red, yellow, turquoise and pink tropical blooms on a
white ground, a chaste gold chain at the neck, and his big fringed wheel of a
tropical hat which he’s dressed up tremendously by wearing a striped headscarf
of mine, turquoise and white silk, under it, swathed under the chin and tied at
the back of the neck. Isn’t that hot? Pride feels no pain, dear. I’ve never
actually seen that effect outside the pages of Vogue or in the sort of
Fifties films that featured fashion parades. Velda gave him a big blue flower
so he’s twisted up a small shocking-pink silk scarf of mine attractively round
one wrist and slipped the flower into that. Delish. Especially with his bright
pink rubber flip-flops, yes, fab, Rupy. The beautiful straight nose that’s one
of his greatest assets is liberally adorned with sunscreen and the Blues
Brothers shades keep slipping down it…
Katie of course joined in, giggling like
anything, so she’s in one of Rupy’s sarongs, this one’s a screaming lime green splashed
with shocking-pink, royal blue and orange blooms, and the bikini top’s my
shocking-pink one, reigned in a bit rather than with the straps relaxed to
their last millimetre like I was wearing it. She’s disinterred the huge
cartwheel of a sunhat I had in Spain with John last summer—boy, does that seem
like a lifetime ago or does that seem like a lifetime ago? Blue and white
stripes in a dizzy pattern that goes round and round and round—you goddit, huh?
Velda was running out of flowers that might tone with anything so the one she's
tucked behind her ear, peeping out from under the hat, is bright red. Euan
protested faintly but she just laughed and said “Every little helps!” She
wanted big gold hoops for the ears but no-one had any, so Jack produced some
brass curtain rings and she tied them on with bits of string, giggling like
mad, bless her: they look really, really silly. Especially with those
round-lensed, trendy sunnies.
Jack didn’t want to get dressed up but Imelda
almost burst into tears of disappointment so he let her drape him in a silk
leisure shirt of Rupy’s. Rupy turned sickly green when he saw him in it so it’s
either a very expensive one he broke down and bought with his own money or a
very expensive one he nicked from someone else’s sugar daddy. It’s dark maroon
blooms on a dark navy ground, extra, and my vote’d be for nicked. With Jack’s
dark looks he looks better in it than Rupy does, actually. He’s only wearing
his own grungy khaki shorts with it, but the legs aren’t bad, so personally I’m
quite glad he didn’t let Imelda force him into a sarong.
Greg, in the way of brothers, resisted all
efforts at forcing him into anything, so he’s wearing his own denim shorts and
a pair of sneakers. The effect is wow! actually, but he’s totally unaware of
it. They can be very innocent, can’t they?
Euan isn’t so innocent, of course, but I
don’t think the effect’s deliberate at the moment, especially since Jack made
him labour in the garden until five minutes before we sat down to eat. So it’s
Duncan’s ancient jeans and his own new panama. Oh, and the silly round sunnies.
Even they don’t spoil the effect of the chest, folks.
Me? That shocking-pink bikini top was the
last thing even resembling a bra I could get into. I was just gonna wear a giant
tee-shirt over a giant wrap-around skirt and forget the whole bit. But being
pregnant doesn’t matter! I have to look Jamaican! Sigh. Imelda and Rupy between
them found a large headscarf, artificial silk, not my colours, jade green and
gold on white, dunno where it came from, and fiercely cut it up, and she sewed
it under his supervision, using the sewing machine bought in Portsmouth the
time she made all the striped frills for the spare room. It weighs a ton, he
bloody nearly dropped it getting it out of its cupboard. So now I've got a new
bikini top! Two triangles, three long strips. The two ends of one strip tie in
the middle of my back, and the free ends of the other two tie behind my neck,
gee, you got it. The sarong’s the old white cotton one I had in Spain. And of
course I’m wearing the new hat with the giant sticking-out straw fringes, it is
so Jamaica. And my Blues Brothers shades. Supreme Noël would be proud of
me. Yeah.
The teddy bear’s sitting on the swing next
to my feet, he’s very Jamaica, too, he’s in a green canvas hat of John’s, it
looks big on him, though he is quite a big teddy, adorned with Velda’s last
flower. The shade Rupy calls morve. The big bow round his neck isn’t so
Jamaica, but it’s nice and bright. Scarlet satin. That genuine Polynesian
carved mother-of-pearl butterfly pendant round his fat neck belongs to yours
truly, John got it in the Pacific ages ago and never had anyone to give it to
before that he knew would appreciate it: it’s wasted on Squinty Bear and if I’d
of known what the kid was up to— Oh, what the Hell. She’s thrilled to be here
with all the grown-ups and she’s made lovely banana curry and superb yellow
rice with little whatsits in it. She can dress Squinty Bear up in those ruddy
diamond earrings John got me at Tiffany’s, if she likes! Except that they’re
locked in the very new safe in the flat in town.
The spread looks wonderful as well as
tasting extra: Imelda insisted on dishing everything up herself, even though
Velda and Kate were dying to help, and she’s used dishes from every dinner-set
in the house, plus and the ones kept in the antique oak sideboard that John
reportedly only uses at Christmas, which she doesn’t know and which I for one
am certainly not gonna tell her. They’re bloody hideous, they look like
cabbages, and let’s hope the dishwasher settles their hash: who wants to look
at that sort of thing over the Christmas turkey?
I help myself to a nice chunk of Plumrose
ham from off a hideous cabbage plate, add two dolmades and a spoonful of banana
curry, and settle back in my big swing seat with a sigh…
“Car,” discerns Rupy quite some time later,
yawning.
“No,
it’s Graham’s taxi!” says Imelda self-importantly. Why is it that kids become
activated by food, while adults merely become somnolent? Even Katie’s yawning,
under her big striped hat.
We glance over our shoulders without
interest as Graham’s taxi grinds its way down the hill. Probably Murray Stout
asked him to pop over with our groceries, or Tom Hopgood’s sent us some B,O,N,E,S
for Tim. Or maybe Graham just thought he’d pop over and see us.
“It’s a lady!” hisses Imelda as Graham
pulls up in the road, he can’t get in because Velda’s car’s blocking the drive,
and hoots and waves.
“Uh.”—Caught me in the middle of a yawn.—“Is
it?” If it’s not John I’m not interes—
“Well! What on earth’s going on here?”
“Jesus!” gasps Rupy, falling out of his
hammock.
“Wuff! Wuff! Wuff, wuff, wuff!”
“Tim, stop that,” I say numbly.
“Who is it?” hisses Imelda in horror,
looking at the almost uncreased linen-look suit, nice jade green, and the
rigidly controlled, short layered gold curls of the middle-aged lady that’s got
out of Graham’s taxi.
“Rosie Haworth! What on earth are you wearing?”
she cries.
Aunty Kate in person. Why didn’t she— No, of
course she didn't let us know she was coming: she never does, or only the
day before from the other side of the world so that you can’t escape.
She comes right up to the wall, watches as Rupy
clambers sheepishly to his feet, and holds out her hand. “How are you, Rupy?”
“Fine, thank you, Kate,” he says numbly,
shaking hands. She’s giving him a sharp look. “Very relieved to see you,” he
admits.
Loud sniff. “I’m not surprised.”
He scurries to help Euan open the bloody
double gate and grab the cases off Graham, and in she comes. The rest of us
just sit here like nanas, too stunned to move.
“Well, Rosie?”
Numbly I grope my way to my feet, Imelda
coming to in the middle of it and scrambling to give me a hand. “Um, hullo,
Aunty Kate.”
“Really, Rosie!’—Proffers cheek.—“You might
at least pretend you’re pleased to see me!”
Funnily enough I peck her cheek and then
collapse on her scrawny but determined shoulder in floods of tears, howling:
“Aunty Kuh-huh-hate! I’m so guh-guh-lad to see you!”
Aunty Kate doesn’t bawl, she’s not a bawler
like Mum: she just pats my back briskly and says: “That’ll do, dear. I suppose
there’s no sign of John?”
“No! I thuh-think they’re sending him to
the Muh-huh-hiddle East!” I wail.
Pat, pat. “I dare say.—Rupy, can you
possibly control that dog? Thank you.—Come along, Rosie, you can come inside
and wash your face.”
And my sobbing form is led indoors.
And that’s more or less that. There’s no softening,
of course, though those who know her really well can discern she is grimly
pleased that I’m glad she’s here.
She remembers Euan very well—he cringes,
poor guy. And how is the Shakespeare? What can ya say? Very well, Mrs McHale?
He manages to stutter that it’s going quite well, and he’s repeating Posthumus
for a TV production. Yes, she knows, Rosie wrote them all about it.
And of course this must be Katie! She hopes
Rosie hasn’t talked you into anything, dear—narrow look. Rosie can be very
bossy, especially without dear John to keep an eye on her. Poor Katie just
smiles limply and says I didn’t talk her into it and she thinks it’s a good
opportunity to make a little nest-egg. This gets the nod: very sensible, dear,
though accompanied by another narrow look. She doesn’t glance from Katie to
Euan or vice versa: she can be that crude, but she’s normally a bit
subtler.
Of
course in private, like about five minutes after I’ve introduced them, she tells
me it won't do. We understand that Euan is just a friend, but what if
those nasty newspapers got hold of it, Rosie, dear? Like, those horrid
newspapers that last time she was over she gave all those interviews to about
“My Niece the TV Star,” and “Little Lily Rose As I Knew Her, She Was Always a
Little Performer,” or “How her Mother Made Little Lily Rose Learn to Sing and
Dance and her Distinguished Rôles as Fifteenth Elf and Third Baby Lamb”,
etcetera, etcetera, not to mention “My Niece the TV Star and Her Boyfriend the
Distinguished Shakespearean Actor Euan Keel.” Yeah.
“Got hold of what, Aunty Kate? –Stubborn
glare.
“Don’t give me that look, thank you, Rosie.
The fact that Euan is spending twenty hours out of the twenty-four in your cottage,
of course.”
“He’s with Katie, they’re staying with
Velda—” Why didn’t I save my breath?
“And of course I know he is a nice fellow,
Rosie,”—here we go—“but isn’t he a little old for dear little Katie?”
“Yes.”
That took the wind out of her sails, but
only for a moment, and she’s predicting tears before bedtime. Doesn’t mean
he’ll get up her and get her preggers, she’s not that naïve. She means that
once she’s fallen for him good an’ proper he’s gonna cast her adrift in the
cold world. No argument there.
It
takes her a day, no, to be precise, the rest of the day she got here, that
night, the next day, the next night and part of the following morning before
Euan gets the point and comes to say he’d better be off, my Aunt Kate is afraid
the tabloids might get hold of the fact he’s here and it would be embarrassing
for John. God knows what he said to Katie—or what Aunty Kate said to her—but
she’s nodding approvingly and smiling bravely. So he gets into the Porsche and
goes. Aunty Kate actually has the cheek to make him up a packed lunch for the
journey. No, well, she’s like that.
Of course it’s pretty soon dawned that Jack
Powell’s good and smitten. Takes me into the kitchen for a little private chat,
this is easy to do, Jack’s digging in the garden, Greg’s helping him, Rupy’s
discovered the Solitaire on my computer and has got himself hooked, and Imelda
and Tim have gone over to the village to see the Potter kids. And Katie’s still
staying with Velda and hasn’t turned up today. Probably doesn’t want Aunty Kate
to see her red eyes.
“Dear, isn’t that nice Jack person John’s
wood man that you wrote your mother about?”
“Yeah. What do you fancy for lunch, Aunty Kate?
There’s some nice mushroom soup, John’s favourite brand that the Queen eats.”
Totally ignores my every word. “He seems a
very good sort of person, Rosie, but it wouldn’t do to encourage him.”
“He is a very good sort of person, he did
the nursery up all by himself and wouldn’t hear of being paid for it, and he’s
working like stink in the garden and teaching Greg a Helluva lot about
gardening. I know he’s got a crush on me, but it’s totally harmless. He’s
lonely, he was divorced yonks ago and his daughter and grandson have gone to
France for their holidays.”
She pounces. “Divorced?”
“Aunty Kate, your Andrew’s divorced! Uncle
Jim’s sister Deirdre’s divorced! Half the world’s div—”
“That’ll do. Why did he get divorced?”
I give in and admit that the village says
she deserted him, went off with a handsome sailor, leaving him with the daughter
on his hands aged seven. Disgraceful! How these women can, blah-blah, it
side-tracks her for at least ten min. Then it’s: “Nevertheless it won’t do to
encourage him to hang around, Rosie.”
“He is not hanging around, he’s my friend,
he came to our wedding, and John knows all about it! And nobody can say it
isn’t proper, with you staying in the house.”
She actually pauses. Crikey, oughta be videotaping
this. “Very well, then, Rosie, we’ll leave it at that for the time being. He
certainly seems a very decent sort of man.” –A very decent sort of man. Thank
you, Australia My Country, land of Equality and Mateship. Jesus!
Mysteriously next day Jack’s truck sprouts
a large and concealing tarpaulin. God knows what she said to him. I’m too
chicken to ask him, or even to apologise for her.
So life has settled into a very temporary
routine, she’s gonna drag me up to town to the doc next Monday as ever was.
Which gives us two more days in the cottage. Rupy thinks, guilty smile, he
might stay on for a bit. Yeah, go for it, Rupy. Greg’s definitely staying on.
Ooh, good! In that case Imelda’ll— Certainly not! Aunty Kate never heard of
such a thing! She’s coming up to town with us! Rings Mrs Singh on the spot and
gets her ratification of the entire plan. Imelda shouts: “You’re really MEAN!”
and rushes out like a whirlwind. Before I say anything, Rosie, I was
(apparently) just like that at that age. Gee, was I? Right now I don't feel
that much different at this age. Bulge and all. Funnily enough I don't
say it.
Later. I’ve gathered up a handful of mags,
some Aunty Kate had on the plane, some Velda brought over (what with her sister
being a commercial artist and her being an illustrator they get loads of mags
between them) and some Rupy brought down, very posh ones, think he made Grocer
Mal pay for them, and retired to the swing in the front garden. She hasn’t made
us dismantle Jamaica yet, but between her and Jack the cushions from the swing
and the sunloungers, plus a few satin cushions Rupy picked up in Portsmouth to
decorate the hammocks, are sure as Hell being brought in every evening without
fail.
Tim’s in his little half-globe-shaped pink
tent, hiding. He sticks his nose out, verifies it is only me, and let his chin
sink back onto his paws. I know exactly how he feels. She’s declared that dog
is (a) eating too much, (b) being given far too many titbits, haven’t we got
any sense, (c) not getting enough exercise and (d) filthy, he’s not coming into
the house in that state! Since then Greg and Imelda between them have tried
giving him a bath and Jack’s waded in (almost literally, there was a huge flood
on the floor of the guest bathroom) and actually given him a bath, not to
mention making the two of them scrub out the bath before Aunty Kate got back
from the shops, but he’s looking all sticky and matted again. Well, it’s partly
salt water, he loves rushing into the sea, pretending to fight the breaking
waves and rushing out again, barking madly. Then (a) shaking himself all over
the nearest human and (b) rolling in the sand while still wet. Also, of course,
the dug-over back garden is a great temptation and he keeps going out there and
attempting to dig, only not when Jack’s out there, any more.
I
read the mags peacefully… Rupy appears, yawning like anything, draped in his
terry-claath robe over his bathers. Do I feel like a dip, dear? Yeah, only with
the bulge Aunty Kate thinks it’s not seemly, I remind him sourly. Greg’s
gone into the village, a gardening job, he tells me helpfully. And Katie’s at
Velda’s. –It’s not that we banished her or even that she banished herself, but
Aunty Kate of course has one of the divan beds in the nursery, and she decreed
that Imelda had to have the other instead of sleeping on a stretcher next to Greg’s
stretcher in the sitting-room. So Katie stayed on with Velda, they’re getting
on really well. And several of the scripts that Henny Penny’s been promising for
weeks actually arrived for her, Velda’s only too thrilled to hear her lines. A script
also arrived for me but Aunty Kate snatched it off me. I’ve been working too
hard: I need to take it easy over these last few weeks. Take it easy? For God’s
sake, I'm bored out of my mind, I've read all John’s books that aren’t on
navigation or science or like that, or, shame, cringe, in the case of some of
philosophy tomes, that I can’t understand a blind word of.
“Where’s Jack?” I ask cautiously.
“He won’t mind dear!”
“No, but she will. That reminds me, you
know that scarf you and Imelda cut up to make my new bikini top out of?”
“One of hers, yes. Not the one she made you
wear to that nouvelle cuisine place.”
The elephant never forgets. Not when it’s
sartorial, anyway. “Um, yeah. According to her it was one of her favourites and
she was gonna grab it back off me this time round. Never mind. Well, no, ya
better have a medal. –Where was I? Oh, yeah, where is Jack?”
“He drove away in quest of—uh—steak and
tomatoes?”
Tomato stakes, more likely. Never mind, he’s
out of the way. “Where’s Imelda?”
“Will the bulge shock her, dear?”
“Prolly. But I didn’t mean that. Where’s
she got to? She run out in a temper when Aunty Kate was doing her nut at her.”
“Again? Er, well, no idea, Rosie.”
After this sparkling exchange of repartee I
go upstairs and get into my bright pink bikini bottom and my new bikini top and
swathe myself in my terry-claath robe, and we go for a dip. Neither of us is
much of swimmer so it entails gingerly splashing out to mid-thigh, gasping at
the temperature of the English Channel, and a bit of bobbing and splashing.
“It has got bigger,” he notes as we hurry
back to our towels and terry-claath robes.
“Yeah, the experts reckon they do that. It’s
kicking a lot, too. Aunty Kate reckons I oughta call it Vernon if it’s a boy.”
“Ugh!”
“My sentiments exactly. And Cherie, C,H,E,R,I,E,
if a girl. Thought I was taking the Mick when I asked if she meant S,H,E,R,E,E.”
“I’ve seen it on American telly a
thousand—”
“Exactly. Anyway, I can’t stand it. Well, I
don’t mind S,H,E,R,E,E but I can’t stand C,H,E,R,I,E.”
He thinks it over and agrees with me and we
go companionably back to Jamaica and wriggle out of our disgusting wet nether—
Ugh! Ah, that’s better! For good measure I remove the wet bikini bra and we
settle down cosily in our terry-claath robes in respectively the swing and a
hammock…
“Wish someone had thought of bringing out a
tray of refreshments before we went for a swim,” he sighs.
“Mm,
me, too,” I agree.
We just lie there, flicking over the mags
and wishing…
“Ooh, have you been for a swim?”
–Jealousy, jealousy.
We leap ten thousand feet and Rupy tells
Imelda severely she wasn’t here. But there’s nothing to stop her. But first,
what about a nice, um, just a cuppa, he ends feebly.
“That’d hit the spot. –Yes, of course you
can have one, Imelda. What are you on about?” Aunty Kate told her— She would.
She isn’t here, is she? Imelda rushes inside, grinning.
She comes back with the best tea-set, the
one Terence Haworth gave us for a wedding present, white bone china with small
sprays of pink roses, yer actual Wedgwood. Ulp. Plus and John’s silver trophy
tray, but that’s par for the course. He’s even started using it as a tray
himself, he’s got so used to seeing it bottom up draining on the bench. (Too
big for the dishwasher, yep.)
“Pretty china,” Rupy approves.
“Mm. It’s the set John brings me tea in bed
on. –If he’s home,” I note grimly.
“Tea
as in tea, as in a cup of tea, as in early morning tea, as in morning tea or
elevenses—”
“Stop that, Rupy,” I warn, the more so as
Imelda’s gone into a helpless giggling fit.
He
does stop, and she gets over the giggles, and we graciously accept slices of microwaved
sultana cake—mm, warm! Lovely! And Imelda gets very carefully into the second
hammock, there having been a few accidents earlier, and settles back with her
cuppa and a giant wodge, wedge would be a misnomer, of cake. Oh, well, good on
her, if I was her age and being victimised by Aunty Kate McHale I’d be eating
giant slabs of supermarket sultana cake at every opportunity, too.
“My bathing-suit’s really horrible,” she
then introduces as a new (fairly new; new for today) topic of conversation.
“I think it suits you,” I offer in my
feeble adult way. Pumpkin-coloured, not sure that would ring any bells here in
the North, the Brits don’t seem to favour it but back home we have it a lot.
Just steamed, usually. Or sometimes roast, if Mum’s bunging a big roast in the
oven and can be blowed doing more than just roast potatoes and frozen peas with
it.
“Yes, it looks fab with your dark skin,
dear,” Rupy offers. “Very Naomi.”
She looks at him suspiciously but decides
he isn’t having a go. “Yeah, but it’s old!”
Read, last year’s. Oh, well. “Dare say we
could nip into Portsmouth and get you a new one. Why not? Give Graham a bell:
see if he can run us in this arvo.”
“Ooh, great! Um, but what about her?”
she hisses.
She’s not here, is she? Otherwise that swim
would never have happened, whether or not Greg and Jack were around the place.
“Went into the village with the declared intention of buying something nice and
fresh for lunch, don’t think it’s dawned there’s no greengrocer, and of making
a hair appointment for this afternoon. So fingers crossed.”
She nods madly and after confirming that I
do mean it (Why would I say it if I—Forget it), rushes inside and rings Graham.
Yes, is the word. Well, it would be, the alternative’s to stay home and mow the
lawn that Molly’s been nagging him about for the past three weeks. Or, failing
that, to go into the service station and serve all the wanking weekenders and
up-themselves retirees he can’t stand the sight of, thus giving their eldest,
Ben, an excellent excuse to skive off and do nothing all arvo. Life, in other
words.
The tea by now’s a bit stewed so before we
can tell her not to bother she grabs the tray with the Wedgwood teapot on it
and rushes inside…
“And don’t run,” I whisper, trembling
slightly.
“Er, irreplaceable, darling?” Rupy asks
delicately, looking up from a Country Life.
“John claims it’s a standard design and may
be replaced at any time by his gracious self or wanking Terence if not
somewhere under the sea, from the right shop.”
“Irreplaceable,” he confirms, shuddering.
“Yeah. “
The teapot makes it back safely to Jamaica,
however, plus and another slab of sultana cake. We’re halfway through it when
she admits sadly that that was the last of the frozen sultana cakes.
“They’re sure to ask Rosie to open another
supermarket or fifteen once the fourth series goes to air,” Rupy says kindly.
“Yeah. And even if I’m not allowed to,
depending on whether the Royal Navy’s come back from sea, we can always break
down and buy some.”
“Frozen?” she asks dubiously.
Boy, the offspring of parents that cook
live in another world, don't they? Laboriously we explain: they don’t come
frozen but if you’ve accepted five dozen slabs of the stuff (own-brand) from a
friendly supermarket in, um, Bournemouth?—No! he shouts.—Well, somewhere.
Reading?—No! That was that factory!—Oh. Well, if you’ve got a car-load of them,
you can freeze them. She gets it. And by tacit consent, we rebury ourselves in
our mags and cake…
Some time later. Imelda’s rushed inside,
found the radio, brought it back. Had enough of the wanking News, can we have
music, please, Imelda? We have music, her choice. Rupy bears it as long as he
can and then asks her it turn it down. She does, and Tim actually pokes his
nose out of his tent again. And we get back to the mags…
“Car,” he yawns, chucking Imelda a Country
Life.
“It’s not time for Graham yet,” she says
immediately, consulting the wrist.
No. But I’d of said it does sound like his
taxi, actually. Can’t see from here, can't be blowed turning my head. Rupy
twists his neck. “It is him, dear.”
Uh—Aunty Kate walked from the superette to
the service station, approx. the distance from the superette to the top of our
hill, in order to get him to drive her home in style? More than likely. “It’ll
be her.”
“Mm,”
he agrees, wincing.
We don’t look up, though there’s not much
hope she’ll ignore us. We gotta done something wrong, it’s not humanly possibly
not to, with Aunty Kate McHale.
“So this is Jamaica!” says a deep voice
with a laugh in it that’s not Graham’s.
“Wuff! Wuff, wuff, wuff!” Tim’s out
of the pink tent like a shot, over the wall and fawning on him. Pant, pant,
leap, lick, pant! Imelda screams and falls out of her hammock, fortunately just
missing that Wedgwood cup and saucer I shoulda told the kid not to leave on the
straw mat where her big feet— Rupy just chokes and drops his mag, though mind
you his hammock wobbles wildly.
I’m so stunned I can’t move. Or speak.
“Yes, good boy! Down, Tim! Come on: heel!
–Hullo,” he says, grin, grin, operating on the fucking gate latch as if it was
child’s play and coming over to us. “Are you all right, Imelda?” –Bends smoothly,
removes Wedgwood cup and saucer from within range of the giant sneakers, puts
them neatly on drinkie-poos cane trolley.
“Yes! Hi!” she gasps, getting up, pant,
beam. “Doesn’t it look good?”
“Immensely!” he says with a laugh and a
sideways look at me and the bulge.
“She’s finished the nationalism study!” she
then hisses, sotto voce, a metre and a half away from me.
“Good. –Mrs Haworth, I presume?” he says
politely, since I still haven’t uttered.
“Hullo,” I croak.
He sits down on the swing by my feet,
shoving a few mags out of the way and squashing Squinty Bear. “Nearly done, I
see.” –Puts hand on immense bulge.
“Is she gonna bawl?” Imelda hisses to Rupy,
a metre and a half away from me.
“Hundred to one, dear, yes.”
I’m not gonna bawl, I’m too stunned to
bawl. “What are you doing here?” I croak.
“Came home to see my son born.” –Grin, grin.
“We don’t know it’s a boy, you Royal Naval
wanker!” I shout, almost recovering my full powers of speech. “What are you
DOING here? Where’s Dauntless? Why didn’t you let us know you were
coming?”
“‘Welcome home, John darling,’” he says,
grin, grin.
“Shut UP! The shock coulda killed me!”
“Balls. Come here.” He attempts to lean
over and kiss me but, fancy that, the bulge gets in the way. “My, you are huge,
darling,” he says admiringly. Lifts terry-claath robe cautiously, raises
eyebrows slightly, politely covers the bulge up again.
“We’ve been for a swim,” I say, glaring.
“I can see that.”—Rupy’s bright jade
G-string is draped on the garden wall to dry and my ill-assorted bits of bikini
are on the grass where I left them, so yes, no doubt he can.—“How’s the water?”
“Like the fucking English Channel, how d’ja
think? Are you on shore leave, or what?”
“Er—more or less. Couple of days’ leave,
then a bit of—uh—shore duty,” he admits, rubbing the chin. –Shit, he needs a
shave. Don’t think I’ve ever seen him unshaven except first thing in the
morning, he’s the best trained male creature in the universe.
“Shore duty?”
“Mm. At the Admiralty for a while, darling.
Wangled,” he says, making an awful face.
“Wangled?” I croak.
“Mm.
Kenneth Hammersley.”
Miss Hammersley’s brother, the one who’s an
active admiral, not the retired one. I gulp. Not because Admiral Hammersley
wangled it: he’s the sort that would cheerfully wangle anything for anyone he
liked, but because John accepted it.
“And Dauntless?”
“Sweltering in forty-five-degree heat
somewhere in the Middle East, darling, with Corky in charge.”
“I won’t ask when this was jacked up,
because I’d hate to have to force the Royal Navy to tell a lie, beg pardon, to issue
an official explanation. But I will say, how did you get back?”
“Er—bit of this, bit of that. Well, a
helicopter to—um, shore. Then a lift on a plane. Well, a couple of planes.”
Folks, this is nothing: last March he flew
all the way back from the States on one of those giant American Navy planes
that don’t have proper seats and it’s so noisy you can't hear yourself think,
because waiting for a commercial flight would have meant another day’s delay
before he saw me again.
“You need a shave,” I say limply.
“Mm. And a shower. If we went inside you
could help me have one.”
That's what he thinks. There’s
barely room for me and the bulge in the posh blue-tiled shower with the
translucent wiggly door, the whole thing, that is the entire ensuite, being a
tasteful birthday present from his sister Fiona. Well, he's one up on me,
there. The only thing my brother Kenny ever gave me for my birthday that I
really wanted was a copy of a Hardy Boys book that he wanted to read himself.
“I’ll come inside with you,” I concede. He
gets up and helps me up. “Ooh, help! Um, thanks, John.”
“Wouldn’t a sunlounger be easier, darling?”
“No, I’m like a bloody cast sheep on one of
those. Once down, impossible to raise without a winch.”
We get as far as the front door and he looks
round in surprise for Tim. The black nose is peeping meekly out of the bright
pink half-globe again. “What on earth—”
“It’s his: Rupy bought it for him.”
He’s starting to lose control of his mouth.
“But it’s not a pup t—”
“We know! Um, sorry. Rupy had
hysterics all over the camping gear display and the poor man in charge of it
couldn’t understand what he’d said to set him off. Um, it’s keeping the
tropical Jamaican sun off him,” I end lamely.
“Er—yes. But—uh— Oh, Christ; don’t tell me it’s
turned into a mania?”
“Eh? Oh, like that guarding stuff he was
doing at one stage! No. Wouldn’t say that.” I exchange an uneasy glance with
Rupy. “Would you?”
“Entirely sane, Rosie, darling,” he
confirms on an uneasy note.
“Rosie, what’s going on?”
Oh, God. “Didn’t Graham mention—uh—anything?”
“No. Well, remarked on the fact that I
didn’t have any kit—it’s following me, there was no room for it in the chopper.
What have you— Painted the wainscoting?” he croaks, swallowing hard.
“No! As if I would!”
“It’s nothing to do with redecorating,
John, dear. I think you’d better put the poor man out of his agony, Rosie.”
“Out of it! No, well, Tim’s not that keen
on coming inside these days because, um, not at this precise moment, but um,
normally, Aunty Kate’s in there.” I wait for the sky to fall.
“Oh,
good, she got here,” he says placidly. “I’m not surprised she’s not making him
welcome: haven’t any of you idiots ever heard of the word ‘bath’?”
“We gave him a bath, John!” Imelda cries
shrilly.
“Mm. When they’ve been rushing into the
surf and rolling in the sand, they need a damn good wash every day, Imelda,” he
says kindly but firmly.
This crushes her utterly, the man doesn’t
realise how strong he comes on, for God’s sake!
“Get inside, you hopeless Royal Naval
commandant,” I say, giving him a good shove. “Not everybody’s capable of coming
up to your standards of super-efficiency and super-hygiene.”
“Super-hygiene? Look, just turn the house
on the brute, Rosie!”
Hose him down? He’s not an ani— Oops, yes
he is.
“I wouldn’t say it, if I were you,” he
recommends.
“No, I won’t, Captain Subjunctive Voice.”
“Whose is that bear, by the by?”
“Mine, um, the bulge’s, Imelda gave him to me for it,” I say weakly.
“I see. Why is he wearing my hat?”
“He’s in JAMAICA, you right Royal Naval
nong!” I shout. “And your terry-claath robe is miles too big for him, or he’d
be wearing it, too! Get IN!”
He goes in, grinning like anything.
Gee, folks, the sitting-room’s décor hasn’t
changed since he left. True, there are two neatly-made stretcher-beds over
there by the window. And two computers on the dining-table rather than one. He
takes it all in in a single glance. “It’s so nice to be home,” he says. “It’s
so peaceful here.”
“Hah, hah.”
“I had this really stupid idea,” he admits,
the mouth does that not-quite-smiling thing that’s totally irresistible, “that
I might come home to find—er—floral linen sofas and frilly cushions everywhere.
Not to mention the wainscoting painted a nice pale pink.”
“What total crap!”
“Wasn’t it? Forgot I was married to a
sociologist and a fellow,” he says, grin, grin: his favourite joke, dates from
the very first time we met, at Mark and Norma Rutherfords’ ghastly drinkies
party. (His sister Fiona and the hen-pecked Norman live next-door and he was on
leave, staying with them, geddit?)
“Stop scowling! Come here!” he says with a
laugh, attempting to pull me against him. “Good grief!”
“Don’t blame me, I'm not responsible for
human—” I shut up, he’s managed to lean across the bulge and kiss me.
“Human?” he says mildly.
Gee, that was good. Pity it’s gonna be
impossible to do anything about it, folks. “What?”
“Human. Babies? Think you might be deemed
at least half responsible, in this instance. Genetics?”
“Developmental PHYSIOLOGY!” I shout.
“Nor you are. If you were to lean forward—
No?”
“It’s a matter of balance, you nong.”
“Of course,” he says mildly, putting an arm
round my shoulders. “Come on, let’s go upstairs.”
“Don’t imagine you’re gonna do anything,” I
warn feebly as we head for the passage door.
“I manifestly can’t get near enough to do
anything.”
“Serves ya right for staying at sea so
long.”
“Absolutely!” he agrees, grin, grin. “–God,
can you negotiate the bloody stairs all right, darling?”
“It’s a bit tight at the corner,” I admit.
He comes up and stands ready to catch us. John, I been climbing these here
stairs for— Forget it.
We go into our room and he chucks his jacket
on the bed and heads for the ensuite, so I follow him and watch silently as he
has a pee. Since it’s there. He wouldn’t of closed the door, in any case,
folks, coy he ain’t.
“Well, that hasn’t changed,” he notes
wryly.
“John, you knew I’d be huge by this time.”
“Mm. I hadn’t realised that there’s no way
the three of us can get into the shower, though,” he admits ruefully.
No, thoughtcha hadn’t. “No. Go on. I’ll
find you some clean clothes. What ya wanna wear?”
He strips and goes into the shower while I
watch somewhat glumly from the doorway. “Oh, my terry-claath robe, of course.
Why let a perfectly good Jamaica go to waste?”
“Hah, hah.”
“I wasn’t joking,” he says mildly, picking
up the soap.
Oops. “Hang on, John, that’s some posh soap
Aunty Kate gave me. Possibly not as posh as your sandalwood stuff, but I
haven’t admitted that to her, natch. Think it’s carnation or something; ya
wanna smell of carnations?”
“‘Why not?” he says mildly. “As I was
saying: I wasn’t joking, but were you?”
“No, smell it, it's got that clove-y
smell.”
“Not the soap, Rosie, the terry-claath
robe. When you said mine would be too big for the bear.”
“Oh! No, ’course I wasn't, that’s be a
weird sorta joke, wouldn't it?” –What’s that funny smile for? Could he be
comparing L.R. Marshall, M.A., Ph.D., Fellow, with certain real ladies that
have left soap in that there shower before this day?
“It would, indeed. I’d like to wear it,
please.”
“Goodoh.”—He turns the shower on and closes
the wiggly translucent door. (Look, if ya know them, ya know them, and if ya
don’t, all I can say is, don't believe me. Or alternatively check out the posh
bathroom shops or the bathroom issues of like House & Garden.) And
he’s not closing it from modesty, he's closing it because otherwise the
water’ll go all over the ensuite’s pale blue ceramic-tiled floor and only drain
out the posh ceramic so-called rose, drain-hole to some. Like I say, well-trained.—“HEY!”
I yell. ‘Ya wanna wear some UNDERPANTS?”
He sticks his head out. “What?”
“Underpants, ya want underpants?”
“That is the normal—”
“Yeah. Only nobody else is wearing any
under their terry-claath robes. Want swimmers instead?”
“Er—no.”
“Look, if ya didn’t buy those fancy stretch-nylon
things that flatter the figure, to say nothing of anything else they flatter,
ya wouldn’t have the agony of sitting around in tight stretch nylon!”
“How
true. It had better be those odd shorts Kenny insisted I buy in Sydney, in that
case.”
“They’re only cut like shorts. They’re
actually swimmers. Or bathers.”
“Yes. What is the distinction?” he asks,
closing the door again.
“EH?”
“What‘s the DISTINCTION?” he bellows above
the water. “Between BATHERS and SWIMMERS!”
“Oh. Same thing. –SAME THING, JOHN!”
He opens the door again. “Not semantically.
As regards usage.”
“Oh, usage-wise,” I say meanly, to see him
wince. He winces and closes the door again. “Don’t think there is one!” I
screech. “Possibly regional!” I screech. “Aunty Kate usually says bathers!” I
screech.
He opens it a fraction. “Interesting. –Are
there enough towels, darling?”
“Oh—bummer. No. Took mine down to the
beach. I'll get some.”
I retreat to the oak-panelled Harrods at
the end of the passage. We’d been together for weeks before I finally showed up
my ignorance and asked him why he had those towers of strange little white
huckerback towels with the crocheted blue edging. Evidently they're shaving towels,
mostly dating from his father’s day. Like for wiping the shaving soap off,
geddit? He doesn’t use shaving soap, he uses an electric razor like a normal
human being. I’ve demoted them: they’re kitchen hand-towels now, and we’re
getting through them nicely, thanks. Aunty Kate didn't know what they were,
heh, heh, so I didn’t enlighten her. I grab several large navy bath towels—they're
a joy to wash, ya gotta put them in a separate cycle all by themselves, the
buggers, because they bleed like crazy, never mind the labels on them—and
several almost as large navy hand-towels, and on second thoughts a couple of
navy bath mats, he belongs to the socio-economic group that believes you use a
bath mat once and then it goes in the wash. And trot back with them. He’s
humming. It’s vaguely familiar. “TOWELS!”
“Thanks, Rosie, darling.” He turns the
water off, gets out and grabs one, still humming.
I put the loo seat down and sit down and
watch. Gee, might as well, how many opportunities in an average year do I get
to do it? –Don’t answer that, I don’t wanna know the actual statistics, they
might just finish me off. “What the Hell is that tune?”
“Mm? Oh!”—Hums a bit. -“Papageno’s tune.
–Rosie! The Magic Flute!” He hums a bit more and sings a bit in German, he’s
lost me there, German’s a closed book to me: I did French and Italian at uni.
French because they made us do it at school but not enough, if ya get my drift,
kept feeling there must be more to it, turned out there was, like Racine and
Ronsard and Baudelaire and a few guys like that; and Italian mainly because old
Nonna Franchini who lives near Mum and Dad’s, she’s Tanya and Joe’s Grandma,
well, her and me could only communicate by lots of smiling and pointing, so I
thought it’d be nice to be able to talk. Turns out the Franchinis come from a
different bit of Italy than Dante and those guys, but at least we eventually
managed to exchange remarks on the weather. Che bel giorno oggi, you
goddit.
“Lots of little Papagenos!” he says with a
laugh.
“Oh, yeah. Thought it seemed familiar.
He nods valiantly, bless him. He’s taken me
through the whole thing, the video and the CD, with the script, um, don’t think
they call it that in opera, never mind, pointing at the English. The video had
sub-titles, but he pointed anyway. It's not that I don’t like it, I do, but I'm
not that good at remembering tunes unless I can sing along with the words. And
the words of the video were real weird, turns out they were like Swedish or something
and we didn't oughta wholly approve of it. (? Seemed magical to me. Those
little boys in the balloon were lovely, that was the bit I liked best.)
“What? –Sorry.”
“Rosie, you were miles away! What on earth
were you thinking about?”
Scowl. Not gonna show up my ignorance,
thanks.
“Don’t scowl like that, darling; thought
we’d agreed you’d say, when it's just us?”
One of us agreed, ya mean. Oh, well. “If ya
must know, I was thinking about that real silvery bit in The Magic Flute.”
Scowl, scowl.
“Silvery?” Kindly smile, verging on the tolerant. “Oh! The actual
flute—”
“NO! The bit I thought was silvery and I
can’t help it if I’m IGNORANT!”
“Don’t shout, darling. Which bit did you
think was silvery?” –Pretends to be looking at his chin in the mirror with great
interest, who does he think he’s kidding?
“The little boys, and ya needn’t laugh,
thanks.”
He doesn’t laugh; he turns round and gives
me one of those genuine smiles, not the macho grin, grin thing but the real smile
that creases his cheeks and shows those irresistible dimples above the creases,
before I met him I'd assumed that dimples were absolutely yuck on a man but
believe you me, his aren’t. “Silvery! Yes, those voices are exactly that!”
“Um, yeah. I like the balloon, too.”
“Oh, in the”—insert Well Know Name—“version!
So do I. Though it’s possibly just a little anachronistic.”
“Oh.
I thought it was supposed to be authentic? Um, maybe not those wanking robes,”
I note cautiously.
He’s very pleased, and puts his damp towel
neatly in the used-towel basket (cane stained dark blue, would you believe?
Fiona musta looked all over London for it, that or she just rung Harrods and
told them what she wanted) and goes into the bedroom. I get up and follow him
like a sheep, letting all the really useful information about early French
balloonists go in one ear and out the other, likewise the information about
Freemasons.
“Yeah. Here is it,” I say getting the
terry-claath robe of his wardrobe, pardon me, closet.
“My initials, too!” he says with a laugh,
putting it on. Oh, God. Why did we ever buy it? It looks totally fab, those shoulders,
which are bloody impressive when he’s in a state of nature, make it look unbelievably
good. “What’s up, Rosie?”
“Nothing. You look even better in it than I
imagined in my wildest dreams you could.”
He never takes my compliments seriously, don't
think there’s any vanity in his nature, or as little as is possible in a normal
human being that’s not a saint. So he just laughs and says: “Thanks!”
I
find the swimmers in a drawer and he puts them on. They’re pretty baggy, at the
moment this is just as well. What a Hell of a waste.
He can read my mind like an open book, he says:
“Come here!”
“It’s pointless,” I mutter, letting the bulge
be pulled against it. He’s about five-foot-ten. I’m five-foot-two. In order for
it not to meet the bulge he’d have to bend his knees quite considerably.
“It’s not that!” he says with a dirty
chuckle.
“You said it. What a waste.”
“Mm. Before I, er, copped a gander,”—very
funny, if he imagines it's Pommy side One, Aussies Nil, he better Look Out,—“don’t
scowl, sweetheart; as I was saying, before I set eyes on you, I had fondly
imagined that, so long as it was safe for you and Baby, of course, we might
manage, with a certain amount of, um, bending and stretching, so to speak—”
“Doubt it. Not even from behind. Added to
which Rupy reckons I've put on pounds round the bum and Varley’s gonna kill me.
Ya might manage to get an inch in.”
“Mm.” He kisses me very slowly and warmly.
“Never mind, sweetheart. It won’t be long now.”
“No. I can always give you a hand job,” I
offer glumly.
“Thank you for that gracious offer, Rosie!”
“Clot. Well, ya know what I mean. Take it
as meant, or something. And how long is this shore duty gonna last?”
“Oh, at least three months, darling, didn't
I say?”
Gee, really? Let’s hope the bulge hurries
up, then. Let’s see… Uh, well, Mum reckons she was at school with a girl whose
brother was only ten months older than her, they musta been at it like rabbits
the day after the woman came home from the hospital… No, well, probably gives
us almost two months. Um, six weeks? “I better read some of those books,” I
admit. “Well, one. They all contradict each other.”
“Isn’t the consensus, as soon as the party
of the first part feels like it?”
“Ye-ah… Joslynne’s Mum was off sex entirely
for eight months after she was born.”
“Darling, Joslynne’s Mum is known to the
entire population of Sydney to be as daft as a brush,” he says primly.
Gulp. This is true. But I didn’t realise
he’d picked up on that choice bit of the Aussie vernacular. “Um, yeah. Well,
wait and see. Prolly wouldn't hurt to nip into St Paul’s or like that and light
a candle or two, though.”—The poor man’s concealing a wince, think I got the C
of E stuff wrong, there, folks. Nonna Franchini was always lighting candles, it
used to drive Mrs Franchini nuts, because see, the Church, it makes ya pay. Big
earner for them. Dunno what all of them were for, because of the pointing and
smiling, but some of the pointing was at the tum, then at Mrs Franchini when
she was expecting little Julia or Baby Kyle, so that was clear enough.—“Um,
sorry, was that wrong? I was thinking of the Franchinis. –Hey, I had a letter
from Tanya: Joe’s wife Francie’s expecting twins! Two for the price of one,
eh?”
He agrees sedately that that’s good news
and kisses my nose and lets me go. I look up at him glumly.
“I came as soon I could, Rosie,” he says,
biting his lip.
“I know. And ya shouldn’t of gone and let
Admiral Hammersley wangle anything for you, on account of us.”
“It’s not as if we’re at war.” Blimey, he's
admitted it! “And I’ve had plenty of time to think it over. I’ve decided,” he says,
feeling the chin and looking in the drawer of the dressing-table where he keeps
his at-home razor (he’s got another set of everything on board), “that having
made a bloody mess of one marriage, I want to share in as much as I can of this
one. And,”—turns round, boy the mouth and chin are grim, “in case I haven’t
made it plain, Rosie, that I don't want to fuck it up.”
It’s only at this point that Imelda’s and
Rupy’s expectations are fulfilled and I break down and bawl like a total nit.
He just steers me over to the bed and pulls
me onto his knee and hugs me and the bulge until it’s over. “Better?” He gives
me a handful of pink tissues from the box on the bedside table. –Chosen by
Imelda, and the fretwork container of gold-coloured metal they’re in was a
wedding present from her sister, Tiffany, so it’s use it or be damned forever,
isn't it?
“Mm. Much. I’m glad you’re taking it
seriously, John.”
“Yes,” he says, hugging me. “Tell me
something.”
Oh, God, is it gonna be something gynaecological?
Or, worse, has he seen the credit card statement and it’s gonna be something
financial? “What?”
“Have you named the teddy bear?” he asks
solemnly.
Uh—phew! “No-o… Um, well, for God’s sake
don’t tell Imelda, but ever since I first laid eyes on him I’ve had this awful
urge to call him Squinty Bear.”
“That would never do. Though I admit the
soft impeachment: he does squint horribly. No, well, do you think she'd be
insulted if we called him Gladly?”
I bet you got that, didn’tcha? Me, I’m
ignorant. We never went to church when I was a kid, but at St Agatha’s Putrid
Academy for Putrid Young Ladies we had bloody Assembly every morning with a
hymn and a prayer and a reading. You had to bring a note from a parent to get
you out of it but Mum just said: “Don’t be silly, Rosie, it won’t kill you,”
and Dad said: “A bit of religious education won’t do you any harm, though I
suppose it’s too much to hope they’ll use the King James Version.” I never knew
what he meant until I was in the Sixth Form (Year 12 to the rest of the
country) and had to do the reading one morning when all the prefects were down
with the flu except Angela Up-Herself Barrett-Hyphen-Rodd, she was home with an
inflamed tendon, too much netball, serve her right.
John explains about Gladly, the cross-eyed
bear, and I go into hysterics. But I have to admit, regretfully, that she probably
would be insulted.
The eyes narrow fractionally. “Mm. Well,
we’ll see.” Shit, means he's gonna charm the kid. Look, he may not be vain, but
he sure as Hell knows the effect he can have on women, large or small! Uh,
don’t mean that. Young or old. I don't say anything, I just send up a very loud
prayer to St Agatha’s God that he’ll forget all about it.
“Are you hungry, John?”
“Very! Are you?”
“Yeah, only Aunty Kate was threatening a
salad, I suppose we better wait for her.”
“Dare I say, Whose house is it, Rosie?”
“Not if you’ve got any sense, mate. Well,
we could put out the plates and stuff.”
So we go downstairs in our terry-claath
robes and make a start. After about twenty seconds Imelda joins us and looks
narrowly at my face and asks me if I'm all right now. So possibly in revenge,
he is capable of it, like I say he’s not a saint, John gets going on the Gladly
story, and in five minutes she’s laughing like a drain and has decided,
apparently believing it’s off her own bat, that the bear has to be called
Gladly.
So after that, will it surprise you to hear
that when Aunty Kate comes back from the village with a pound of nice ripe
tomatoes from Murray Stout’s garden, in spite of the fact that I’ve made
unauthorised hard-boiled eggs, into the bargain knowing the effect they’ll have
on me, she’s immediately all smiles and eating out of his hand? Wonderful to
see him again, he’s looking so well! She’s looking so well, and he can’t thank
her enough for coming—
In fact there isn't one of my female
relations and acquaintances that doesn’t eat out of his hand. Even Joslynne,
who while being firmly on my side in the matter of dishiness, nevertheless had
her doubts on the score of his extreme age. She was totally stunned by him and
remained in a state of goggling awe the entire duration of the visit to Sydney.
Luckily it never dawned that he didn’t think much of her.
Oh, well. At least he’s realised at last
that he owes me and the bulge something. Possibly not as much as he owes the
Navy, but ya can’t have everything. Not all at once, anyway.
Later. Katie’s come over, thrilled to meet
John. She’s only too happy to stay and keep me company in the front garden while
Aunty Kate goes off to her hair appointment, Greg gets down to it on his p.c., and
John, Rupy and Imelda go into Portsmouth with Graham to choose a new
bathing-suit and incidentally collect the Jag. When they’ve gone she tells me
I’m looking much better. Yeah. Well, in spite of the fact that John and Aunty
Kate are already combining against me for my own good—part of John’s is only
intended to get on her good side, but part of it isn’t—with the two of them here
I may actually be able to produce the bulge without having a total nervous
breakdown.
“Yeah, I feel much better, Katie. Didja
bring your scripts? Good. Wanna go through them?”
She does, she’s so relieved that I’ll be
able to give her some coaching after all! She thought they’ve never get
here!
“Yeah, me, too. Uh—oh! The scripts!”
(Sheepishly.) “Yeah, too right. Them, too.”
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